We had a refreshing (?!) run to start the day. 3.2km! Crazy school. But it turned out to be quite fun. Haha. Really. I doubt Yifen could believe me.

Anyway the day turned to be a bad one. I don't know lah. I was worn out and was horribly drowsy during Economics and Math. History wasn't that bad. The results was, though. I am still... numb. Haha. I don't know what to feel.

Later in the day, I still don't know what to feel. :/ Anyway I've been called names. I used to be Na-i-ma (as pronounced) and some Godawful name, and now I'm Simbi Khalis?? What the fuck lol?? I hate that Kimba. Shall change his contacts to that name.

There will be a temporary change of blog, I'm switching to livejournal till I feel comfortable blogging in here. Due to result-depression and some personal reasons. Haha. Yifen and Michlove must be having a field day. No more myopic sight eh friend? I'll update randomly when I have the random feeling to do so.

Ok. I'm off to forget and move on.

ofblack&white
7:44 PM

It was a day well-spent. Mum fetched Naz and we headed for school. She drived like that person in the Italian Job. She beat 3 red lights. LOL.

2A6 and 2A5 went to the gallery, something unconventional. Gotten frisbees, soccer ball. Frolic around like fat sheep. We went to the D and Ms Huda joined all of us for frisbee. It was beyond fun - heads crashing, girl's screaming, Syahril jumping around like an ape. LOL. Then we switched to Island. Some of them were left panting like a St Bernard. We had a photoshoot; complete with different angles and the likes. Photos here and there. I got a nice bitchy/model pose with him, a funny one with Jas. I love those two photos most. And of course, what's complete without a class shot? We kept the cake for tomorrow or some other day. Food were in abundance, I must say.

Gifts all around. Ms Huda gave us that... thing where you have to turn the machine to get it. She told us she stood there, with a bag in one hand and exam scripts in the other, and turned 64 times for all her classes. CUTE. LOL. Mr Tan TH gave us a personalised notebook. The cover was our class photo. How sweet. And Ms Koh was the best. She had to be different and gave us an essay outline. Pretty pretty, no? Lol. And of course the usual from the school. A nice green bottle (I've vandalised it) and a notepad and such.

The performances wasn't bad. Though I was very annoyed that most of the SR Idols were singing cheena songs. No pun intended, but it really annoys me. I like Kam's Unfaithful and Emmanuel's Bryan Adams song. There's the gigantic TigerBeer. Chillicrab. Lol. yadayada.

Actually wanted to claim the 12$ from Ms Cheng but she's nowhere. Really sucky. Went off to TPC. Had lunch at BK, and my poor friend got bullied 24/7. Not my fault lah. Chitchat, the usual. Then I hit the arcades. Fun can. StrikersII again. There's the other version of Bishibashi, the one Syahril was talking about. It was lame. The throwing of pie into the crowd was super dumb. Sat on 31 all the way to Bedok, with verbal therapy. How nice.

Anyway it's back to depression mode hahah due to super sucky results. I marvelled at how I used to not bother. Take whatever comes. I have gotten rid of distractions. I realised I am capable of liking 2 people. LOL. One down. Must settle for. Haha.

Some people just pester incessantly. Can I use Baygone and spray him to death?

ofblack&white
6:55 PM

For potluck tomorrow we decided on brownies and jellies (for Michlim, MY, and my part.) It definitely sounds interesting, what's with combining classes and flying kites and throwing frisbees. These young CTs are definitely mad, or off the hook as we younger ones say, but it really sounds exciting. Can't wait.

What a short day. Ended at 12.30pm due to the year 1's listening comprehension. Happy happy, since I can rot off early with Michlim and Mayyee. I pinched Huda earlier for some reasons. *glares at her extremely hard*

So they crashed in after a lunch at banquet behind my house. We baked brownies! Mich was like the mama can. Funny. And the worse is Mayyee. Totally handicapped in the kitchen. Worse than me. Lol. Halfway Heiwai joined, and we finished up the jellies and brownies. Mich is like the commanding officer, Heiwai and me the middle-ranked and Mayyee definitely rookie, or "boot". LOL. Just looking at the brownies in the oven made her excited. Had a game of scrabble. Yea.

I'm sorry if things are... stilted. I really didn't mean to make it so, but the urge to tell is simply overwhelming. Lol. Thanks for breaking the ice earlier.

Anyway. I'm going Marina with a male tomorrow. Hopefully can hit the arcades. So I can distress. And forget.

Off to do the laundry baby. Tomorrow will be a better day.

ofblack&white
8:17 PM

Aiyah. Sucky day. Results matters, as much as I tried not to care.

Ok I don't feel like doing anything now but bathe.

I told you already. It's up to you to think whatever.

ofblack&white
8:14 PM

It is usually at night when I'm slightly pernickity. I don't know why. And because I'm in the "post", I survive the day with skimpy three meals or even less. The tummy growls but the apetite is never there.

Anyway it was an uneventful and comfy day. Spent the whole day at home. Rolling here and there. Read a book. Attempted Math. Had power naps. Which someone bothers. Again. Why WHY must people choose the wrong time to message? Aiyah. Lol. And to top it off it was Michlai, telling me she bought me the exact same wallet I had, only thing it's blue. Haha. I don't know if I should be amused that she got the same thing, or annoyed because i'm roused from sleep. Lol. Maybe both.

Then there's that sudden urge to play Sims2 all over again. I realised most of my characters that i created are the same. LOL. Slightly spiked hair, grey-eyed, moustache-goatee affair. Wear thick-framed glasses. Slightly Chinese eyes. Speaks alot no? Lol.

I think I should sleep. My dad bought Kenny Roger's Best Hits. So nice. Oldies are love please! I might lose everything tomorrow. Bleh.
Hope I don't get any results tomorrow. They'll just spoil my day can.

Gooood Night. I love.

ofblack&white
11:35 PM

I'm back again, since I've nothing much to do. Huda had to call and tell me tits&tats (???) about whatever happened. I want to sew her mouth. Lol. I miss MichTan suddenly you know.

We went LauPaSat to eat again. The usual lah, honey chicken, satay, yadayada. Nothing exciting.

Aiyah boring. I felt like blogging but suddenly that novelty ran away.
Good night.

ofblack&white
12:14 AM

It was a dull morning, to attend yet another depressing Math lecture. But at least I understand this time around. Hurrah for Mr Kwek. I had 2 pratas (egg and cheese), a cup of tea for breakfast, and Mayyee to accompany me. We saw an explicit auntie who wore invisible shorts, and it almost put me off breakfast (a huge appetite retained my ability to eat).

I rushed my way to AMK. Thanks to Michlai's directions, I didn't get lost. And perfect timing too. The Shuttle Bus came. I was fairly lost at Turfcity. I mean, I don't know what to expect. It reminds me alot of Malaysia though. Kind of... undeveloped. Bushy here and there. Went to get a huge bottle of mineral, before heading down to the place.


It's interesting. On one side there's touch ruggers having their own day competition. Soccer took up the most of the area though. But it was cool. There's a human fooseball(however you spelled it) game. I got a feel of it. Funny. You have to wear a strap around your waist, it reminds me of the uZap. Then it's hooked to horizontal poles, so you can only move left and right, like fooseball thing. I was tempted to try a 360 degress. LOL. And there's a shooting game, hit as many cones (it's dangling from the post) by kicking the ball. Can win a Nike ball. I WAS TEMPTED CAN. But I know I won't be able to hit any.

The matches they played were ok. The girls were pretty good! The usual rahrah. I juggled the ball after that, and I nearly twisted the ankle again. Ouch. Fooled around with the ball with Huda, Mimah, Zhong. Then tried shooting at the nearby area. Nurul is good as a goalkey. Really. Couldn't stay long. On the way out I saw the goat and (naturally) a group of girls, touch ruggers from his school. Anyway we have a house guest for the weekends and my brother is most probably sleeping in my room. How annoying.

Quite a fun day out, with soccer and the girls. Huda kept throwing jibes and teasing me. Ee slap her can? I heard the girls got into quaterfinals due to Zhong's heroic goalkeeping.
Haha. Just few hours out in the noon heat and it got me tanner. Ok, blacker more like.

Out dinner at LauPaSat. Ciao.

ofblack&white
8:01 PM

What an extremely long day. Teachers, those hearless beings, made us stay till 5.30 for Economics. We had more funny bitchy banters for break. Then those two went for prayers and I was dragged to the flowershops of Kovan. Michlai finally settled for a lovely bunch of flowers with a blue rose in the middle.

I was supposed to go home, but a pretty damsel in distress needed some saving from a terrorising male. Seriously, the nerves he has. I so wanted to smack him. So due to circumstances I bus-ed my way with the damsel-no-longer-in-distress to Bishan. I only reached home at 7.40 can. Next time I should think twice before morphing into WonderWoman-with-smaller-boobs.

Ee. Should I go to the soccer tourn tomorrow? Now I'm thinking twice due to lazy bones. But since someone says she misses me soo much. LOL. See how lah.

Something fractionally made my day. But what'll make my year is to know that the A Levels would be called off due to a marker's strike. Wow.
That'll only happen in the movies. LOL. Good night.
Be my answer.

ofblack&white
9:14 PM

Crazy. I went to play soccer for P.E, flu and all, and probably would've died in the next hour, if not for the simple things like tissues, water, and food to make my day. -.- Like whatev. It's frigid in the lt, I won't be surprised to see snowflakes dancing down.

Aiyah. I hate coughs. They could suck eggs for all I care. The worse was in Math, I'm sure I'd die of pneumonia any momen.

I went Compasspoint with the two most bitchiest males after History, feeling fractionally better. It doesn't help if you constantly have stitches with the dumb verbal diarrhea of the Male breed. Ha. Ate at Banquet (again) and Syahril wanted to tie a girl-who-seemed-to-be-in-hysteria to a chair (he hates kids bytheway). Hamzah suggested a belt, but he wanted ductape. "So it'll hurt when I peel off the tape." LOL. I swear his own kids won't survive till the age of 20.

Then we all sat and talked about schools (again) and what school we want our kids to be in. If I had the money I'd send my son to Eton, and my girl to either RGS or CGS. Ham wants StPats naturally. And Syahril definitely didn't want any of his kid to be in Compassvale. "Like how could I, as a father, would bring myself to walk with my child in such a disgusting uniform. I'd boil her face into hot oil if she gets admitted to that school." LOL. "Er.. pops. I'm PREGGIES." Screams.

Ham and I checked our the toystore again, while the other went to try out clothes. Then off to Starbucks. I satisfied my lust for coffee. And we shared a cheesecake. Talk about cheapskate. Ah well. Stayed till about 5.30. (:

Quite a funny day. But tiring for my battered lungs. Aiyah. Cure fast please.
Happy Birthday Kat. (hugs)
I saw someone again today.

ofblack&white
10:49 PM

Ee. What sucky day. My Economics mcq is 17/30. Ah well.

It's a long day. I'm not suppose to be doing this, considering I'm from year2. I SHOULD NOT BE BLEEDING GOING OUT. Sigh. Procrastination and shit sank in. We met and I practically ran to get the wallet. Yay! Then we walked and walked and walked and talked the usual crap. The guitars was cool and he was trying to play something from Oasis. He failed I reckoned. Then he went to Sub to eat, and then KFC for my meal. Happily scratching out receipts. I think he hasn't any life. Then no where else to go we dropped by Suntec and walk walk and he did the shopping.

Then there's this classy wallet from Fossil and I was in love with it (it's a guy's wallet btw) so both decided that "hey-it's-nice-I-think-themale-needs-to-get-it" thing. BUM-ed. Haha he realised he is growing ABIT too rapidly. Lol. "The pants is a bit tight there". And he has to get an L for the shirt.

So tired. I skipped Math. I felt bad. And I went out till 7. I felt bad about that too. Aiyah. The throat isn't cheering me up much.
So now you know.

Good night.

ofblack&white
9:05 PM

The personification "knowledge could kill" is true after all.

Anyway what a tiring day. I've caught the bug that's been rampant in and out of school. I felt limp. Math paper1 was a disappointment of course. Actually the results was expected but yet again the disappointment was still... there. Was feeling quite a mess and thankfully Amanday Loh was there. Yet again. I hate these blatant display of emotion, and I think I can only show that side of me around her. Unnerving. I hate.

But what killed me was the knowledge that. ZOMG (as Yifen would go). Whatever Syahril told me was... crazy. Haha. Shocked would be an understatement of what i felt. LOL. I don't know what to feel. Yifen asked me if I was not glad. Honestly I don't know.
Why not you tell me what to feel? Weird.

I want to get my wallet tomorrow. If that male isn't confirming with me, I'll drag along any girlshaped available.

I'm still at that ohmyGod mode.

ofblack&white
8:35 PM

It's a nice long meaningful-share-the-experience with my godsis.

I'm having the most annoying sorethroat of the Century. It didn't hurt earlier until noon. LIke, do these kind of ailments follow a certain timing? So retarded.

I'm having sores all over. I hope it WAS from yesterday's fun. Not from any fever creeping slowly. Ee. Just when there's PE tomorrow. Haha I want to run around.

I'm going over the wall and run on the green grass. I hope France win.

Good night :) I want sweet dreams please. And I want him to stop bothering me.
Thank you.

ofblack&white
9:53 PM

I think I'm just dumb. How could I accidently drop a glass bottle, onto (of all body parts) my already-hurting toe?! *SCREAMS* I feel like crying. But I couldn't, because the sight of my toe is... hilarious. It looks very Mrs Kok now (I mean the red that she likes to wear).
Aaaahhhhh.

It's a random day. I should thank Hamzah for helping me out with the layout yesterday. It looks horrible on Firefox, but it's a dream on IE.

Germany won. Which was good. Henin-Hardenne loss. I was fairly devastated yesterday. Like mann. She's got on many unforced errors. Maybe it was a bad day for her. Her serves weren't smooth either. Naerly half of her first serves were faults. And Mauresmo was at her zenith yesterday. Baah. The petite Belgian was no math for the French man. -.- If Justine won, she could've been the 10th woman to win all Grand Slam Championship. There's next year anyway. Allez Juju!

Such wonderful weather. The sky cries. I think I shall go on to watch some shows and sleep. Then on to work. I'm still as distracted as ever. And I was told that I need to sort out priorities. Failed. -.-

Ciao.

ofblack&white
1:21 PM

Teachers are awfully mean, because they make you come on a Saturday to go through the Mid-year Math paper that I knew I will fail. Slightly depressed and a whole lot disappointed because all the answers that was flashed looked Greek. Positively Greek. Grr.

Met Kat after school. I was suppose to go for the Pre-U seminar lunch thing but I skipped because soccer enticed me. Lol. We changed and went to Bedok Reservoir to meet up with the rest. It's FUN. I went crazy running here and there because it had been such a long long time since I last played. Like in April? I fell alot. Stupid. Well my physio did warn me about my balance being affected by the injury. But I couldn't care. I'm just... happy. Plain happy to be able to play. Could make me cry! Lol. But I knew I missed it alot. :( And the pictures Star lend me didn't help much.

I ended with a scraped knee, slightly throbbing ankle (I tripped like crazy can)a bleeding toenail, and a very happy yet sad feeling. :) I plan to sleep abit after showering, and start doing tutorial 37 and the Economics TYS. It's time I morphed into something as horrifying as the nerd that I used to be. Ah well.

I felt dumb yesterday. With ten thousand butterflies fluttering. LOL.

ofblack&white
2:18 PM

We had a major celebration, marking the end of the Mid-year Examinations, with our lovely History dept. Three-hour marathon lecture. Like how more exciting can it get? =.=

I certainly had the weirdest myriad of dreams. First I was polishing GREEN diamonds (yeah I know wth right), then cycling my way through ten thousand obstacles that could get me killed, and a particularly disturbing dream about a particular friend wanting to start all over again. Definitely memorable lol. To top it all off, I forgot that my alarm was switched on. So I was awoken by it at 5.40 am. Crazy no?

Totalitarianism lecture was not drabby. Mr Tay was funny and sarcastic/bitchy remarks were flying all over. Anyway I shall read up abit on it later, so as to lighten my academic burden. Must stop this digression!

The things money can't buy. I want the Esprit wallet. But I want something else more. Aaah the yearnings. Lol.

ofblack&white
9:32 PM

The end. Yay. No more biting guilt when I slack off. :) The History paper was not much of a killer, I am grateful for that. It didn't kill me like how paper 1, that heartless bitch of a thing, did. Yay.

Anyway after paper it's enjoy-the-nice-sun-and-forget-the-exams hours. Wil Ham Michlai Syahril and I went off to hit Marina's Pizza Hut (again). Nice lunch, with many laughs and some photo-taking. Then we went a window-shopping, which proved to be a hilarious affair. Haha being so thick-skinned as to ask for free samples of ice-cream. Mich actually saying "really?" when I said some weird fluffy purple thing was for the ears. Mann.

But the best comes! Haha when we passed by Gain City and some woman was cooking as a form of... advertising the product. ANYWAY that bitchy Syahril tricked me and said it was actually samples. I think we both were lunging for the hotdog when the woman morbidly said "Eh, no testing. This is sample set." And with such a poker face. All of us just died laughing. Then walked about. Syahril proved to be the best metrosexual, flitting from store to store, skimming for nice clothes and KIV-ing them. A nice wallet from Esprit really caught my eye. It is so pretty please. White with strippy inside. I was suggesting to Mich (who loved the blue version) we should just get it together.
But it cost a buggering 50$. Talk about hitting the wallet.

In the mirror with sunglasses. I simply love that photo. Oh walking through CityLink I saw Jien with super longish hair. Haha. Same as ever. Trained my way to Bedok feeling so exhausted and determined (to get the wallet).

Hmm. What was that about last night. =/

ofblack&white
9:24 PM

Oh the statistics paper was SO easy, I could do it with my eyes closed. RIGHT. Even with four or even ten eyes open, I still can't do the damned thing. Haha. It was unbelievably hard. =.= Economics was ok.

Yesterday I took a day off (actually all my days are off) and had movie watching with ChaiJing, a bag of Lays and bubbletea. Haha she drived me nuts when she kept reading the Chinese subtitles of Animal Planet. Especially when she started cursing the cats. I had a long night also going through DRQs over the phone. I dropped dead at 1+. So naturally it killed me today. Grogginess took over my mind like an alien and I was fighting (valiantly no less) to not fall asleep. Ha. I didn't. Xj sneezed and I just jolted out of sleepiness. LOL.

Aaaah Wednesday 11 am please come fast. I want to shrug off this disgusting guilt and start anew. I have resolved (WOW, I know =.=) to start studying properly this coming Monday. And ace... Ok maybe start passing with Bs for Prelims. Ee.

Ok. I look forward to a maybe-SeoulGarden lunch and/or a swig of the arcade. How it warms the heart. LOL. I saw something nice today.

ofblack&white
8:27 PM

The days sped by and it's already Monday. Like what the fuck. I hope I can rewind and play the days in slow-mo mode. Sheesh.

Some relatives came by yesterday since my mom cooked bonesteak by the pots. And some desserts too. Before that I went down to deliver food. So we met. Abg Raq heard about Mom's precious being lost, and stuff like that.
I'm not going out with him again I think.

Anyway food was good. Guilt gnawed due to negelected studies. Yadayada. Sometimes, there's a point of time in life where you just couldn't give shit anymore. I'm too weary. I brought it upon myself. And I'm preparing to face the music later.

It's be-the-housegirl-day today. Sit home. And do the chores. Haha. At least I can listen to my mp3 while cleaning up. They're making a whole load of racket down there. Road repairs? Of all days, why today!
Boo.

ofblack&white
11:20 AM

For the tenth (that's what Travis told me) consecutive year, TK band has clinched the BEST DISPLAY BAND AWARD 2006. Anone Pakuke! I am tremendously proud of my alma mater's pride.

Hazel Fana and I had lunch at Banquet, after which they stared incredulously at me playing/punching buttons at E-Zone. Caught the drifting 16, Mel Chan boarded the bus at the TK stop. We made ourselves comfy at the stadium; greeted warmly(???) by teachers that I both hate and love. Mr Juff was about to kill me. And with some commotion, we found ourselves squeezed in between some ex-4cians and Vernkeng's gang. Ad yet my height is still being ridiculed. Wtf. Lol. Windpipes. =.= The contingent was not so bad. The band from Malaysia can be quite showy, but I can't hear a hoot from them. Oh well. TK band was phoaarr. We were cheering everytime Jitrui caught the mace. Then came Deyi and Bowen. Deyi was, I must say, good. Bowen was... ok.

Then the excrutiating wait for results. Lol. Yats palm was super sweaty when we were clenching each others. The best drum major. Not surprisingly, it belonged to Deyi. And the best wait. The MC got the nerve to be lame. "And the winner is.... a school! (quiets). TANJONG KATONG SECONDARY SCHOOL!" Lol. I swear we look like maniacs to the Changkat Changi students who were sitting behind. Couldna be bothered actually, since they were annoying us greatly. Haha everyone was hugging everyone, screaming shouting cheering chanting. Happy event. Though it made me slightly sad since I'm no longer IN the school. So after the crowd started to file out; we chanted for an encore. And the graduates (us led by Ams) started shouting the school song with most of the current batches staring and joining? Lol. Funny. Then the band played their piece again. :)

I'm glad they won. Really. The pride. Haha. The after effects was crazy. It was packed like anything. It took me a good 15 minutes walkabout to finally get hold of a cab. Crap. And I was late. Again. It dragged up all the way till 11+. Only reached home at about 12. Weary. Haha and heavy eyed.

For a moment I thought Deyi was going to take away our title. But it ended where it rightfully belong. Cheers! Maybe some photos later. I need sleep. Been a long day. And Yifen made me ever so confused yesterday night and I came to that godawful decision; to tell after the A's. Who knows what kind of reaction I will get.

Good night love.

ofblack&white
12:22 AM